I no longer had nothing to look forward to.
No more good morning messages
or you checking up on me in the middle of the day asking how my day’s going.
I no longer expected a phone call from you, wishing me a good night.
You started to shut me out.
I would say hey, you would say you’re busy.
Then, you stopped talking to me.
And I was lost.
I went back to lonely nights.
And I forgot how it felt like.